A step to reach, yet the gap is so far...

It is a step to reach, but the gap is so far until I can't sense the bridge.
Most of the time, I am shed by a shadow that I am not able to wipe it out. It is shadow of me, and it is shadow of you. The shadow cant be wipe out, it cant be forgotten. It lives in between. It hurts both, although it is being denied.

And, if even, what have said is true, it is still a step to reach. A step that hold me go no where. To bridge the gap, it does not bring any ending, as the truth is not able to convey. The truth might is a past, but it is still hurting, and holding you back to tell. Your hold back, makes me uncertain to step further.

When a person grows older, we resist to think. As the more we think, the more we sink. To float on the surface to catch the air, we stay tune without moving forward, although we think we are moving forward. Well, we try to hold the past, chase the past, but never take a look into present. When present becomes a past, again we will chase the past. The loop is never ending. And, how could we stop chasing something is already past? Hold the present, and really move forward.