It has been a week passed. Yet, I did nothing for myself.
No facial, no SPA, no massage, no gymn, no exercise, no hair saloon... What am I doing?
I feel that I am looking messy, tired, no mood... arghhhh... I shouldnt live in such situation...I just couldnt stand that I am a lazy woman...It shouldnt be me!
There is no blog reading and english vocabulary study for few weeks. And, you shall notice that my blog writting is getting worse. Although I have read thru some flowery blogs, the words just couldnt go into my brain. My blogs are just pale and plain. I must be very lazy lately!
It is procastination curse that causing laziness...
Break the curse! No more procastination nex week! Shall you tidy up yourself, please!
Friday, August 22, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
CharacterS of mine
Weekday - work from 8.30am to 5.30pm, daily meeting from 9pm to 10pm.
Weekend - few outing, and eating sessions, and work.
Is this a tiring week? I think it shall be. But, I am still satisfy with what I have now. At least, I am contented with what I am doing now.
I like to ramble because time always not enough for me. My colleagues commented me as a person that can't stand still for a moment. In fact, I think I am. But, the weird part is - sometimes I like to talk crap in a crowd of friends, sometimes I like to be leave alone in the corner, and sometimes I just have no word in front of the crowd, sometimes I also like to have only few close friends to have personal chats. I remember my aura scan result described me as active and passive person at different moments. I can turn to be a silent person after a big crap talk. And, I can be super active after staying at home for 48 hours.
Which type of the person i prefer to be? To be a talkertive person or a silent person?
Frankly speaking, I have no idea. It really depends on the environment, and mood of the moment.
Weekend - few outing, and eating sessions, and work.
Is this a tiring week? I think it shall be. But, I am still satisfy with what I have now. At least, I am contented with what I am doing now.
I like to ramble because time always not enough for me. My colleagues commented me as a person that can't stand still for a moment. In fact, I think I am. But, the weird part is - sometimes I like to talk crap in a crowd of friends, sometimes I like to be leave alone in the corner, and sometimes I just have no word in front of the crowd, sometimes I also like to have only few close friends to have personal chats. I remember my aura scan result described me as active and passive person at different moments. I can turn to be a silent person after a big crap talk. And, I can be super active after staying at home for 48 hours.
Which type of the person i prefer to be? To be a talkertive person or a silent person?
Frankly speaking, I have no idea. It really depends on the environment, and mood of the moment.
House Cleaning Progress
It has been 2-3 weeks the house cleaning is in progressing...
It was started with a great progress, but the effort going down and down then.
Anyhow, I am very glad that only few boxes are still pending to clear. I have thrown away quite few boxes of books, training materials, clothes, etc. It is an effort to clean up the house, as well as to throw away the unwanted memory that left behind. Now, everything shall be swept away. No more rubbish in the house, and in the memory. ^__^
Some design and decoration shall be arrange. No more yellow fake flowers, and dying leaves. No more plastics collection (I use to collect plastics for rubbish usage). No more out of fashion clothes. No more obsolete tech books. Everything shall be in a fresh look, and up to date. ~_~
I will need a shopping for living room, family hall, and my bedroom! Well, I think I got the idea for each of the area. Hopefully I am able to complete the whole cleaning, and setup fast.
Although it is a tiring task, I enjoy it! Satisfaction is there!
May be a gathering shall be held to celebrate my great effort...Do you think so?
It was started with a great progress, but the effort going down and down then.
Anyhow, I am very glad that only few boxes are still pending to clear. I have thrown away quite few boxes of books, training materials, clothes, etc. It is an effort to clean up the house, as well as to throw away the unwanted memory that left behind. Now, everything shall be swept away. No more rubbish in the house, and in the memory. ^__^
Some design and decoration shall be arrange. No more yellow fake flowers, and dying leaves. No more plastics collection (I use to collect plastics for rubbish usage). No more out of fashion clothes. No more obsolete tech books. Everything shall be in a fresh look, and up to date. ~_~
I will need a shopping for living room, family hall, and my bedroom! Well, I think I got the idea for each of the area. Hopefully I am able to complete the whole cleaning, and setup fast.
Although it is a tiring task, I enjoy it! Satisfaction is there!
May be a gathering shall be held to celebrate my great effort...Do you think so?
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Saturday
It takes me very long to reach Saturday. I was longing so much for Saturday this week. No date, no work, no outing, nothing... purely I am waiting for it! And, I do really hope nothing will fall in this Saturday. I need a rest! I need my own time and space to connect my body to my soul...
I need a relax Saturday to clear my mind, and to search my soul. I find out that I was busying for nothing this week. I just cant find myself in any room this week. I need my own time...
I will sleep as much as I can, sip my coffee or tea in the morning. Going out for good breakfast, cleaning house, and again take my sweet time to rest.
Do not ask why i am so tired, my eyes just couldnt open when my body touch the sofa. I was sleeping in the living room letting the olympic program on the tv... how could I? I was half way watching the woman double badminton final. But, the eyes just couldnt stand the mind tireness. And, they just close without my sense. Ouuchhhh... I am very sleepy!
I shall find my time to recharge myself... I guess this is the aging sign.
I need a relax Saturday to clear my mind, and to search my soul. I find out that I was busying for nothing this week. I just cant find myself in any room this week. I need my own time...
I will sleep as much as I can, sip my coffee or tea in the morning. Going out for good breakfast, cleaning house, and again take my sweet time to rest.
Do not ask why i am so tired, my eyes just couldnt open when my body touch the sofa. I was sleeping in the living room letting the olympic program on the tv... how could I? I was half way watching the woman double badminton final. But, the eyes just couldnt stand the mind tireness. And, they just close without my sense. Ouuchhhh... I am very sleepy!
I shall find my time to recharge myself... I guess this is the aging sign.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
In between Happiness and Sadness
Sometimes, it is very amazing that happiness can be just so simple... ^_^
A short message, a greeting call, a simple conversation... then you feel so much excitement and heart warm.
However, an excitement can be ruin in a split second by a dreadful face - reflection of a phobia, a shameful past, etc.
A short message, a greeting call, a simple conversation... then you feel so much excitement and heart warm.
However, an excitement can be ruin in a split second by a dreadful face - reflection of a phobia, a shameful past, etc.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Pick
When you are given a chance to pick, please honour it. It comes once, and never turn twice for same choices...
Head forward, do not turn back! Past will remain as memory, will remain as history that lead you for better person.
Do not hold it tight! Once you release your fist, your palm shall able to grab the right one...
Accepting the as is
To deny or to accept?
Do you have a choice to deny?
Do you have a choice to avoid?
Do you have a choice to say no?
Do you have a choice to run away?
Do you have a choice to hide away?
Do you have a choice to opt 2nd option?
Do you have a choice to ??????????
If you do not have any choice, then just learn to accept things over which you have no control.
You will never used to it, but, you have to accept it...
To deny an uncontrollable matter does not make life easy... but to accept it, you will learn to take thing easy...
Do you have a choice to deny?
Do you have a choice to avoid?
Do you have a choice to say no?
Do you have a choice to run away?
Do you have a choice to hide away?
Do you have a choice to opt 2nd option?
Do you have a choice to ??????????
If you do not have any choice, then just learn to accept things over which you have no control.
You will never used to it, but, you have to accept it...
To deny an uncontrollable matter does not make life easy... but to accept it, you will learn to take thing easy...
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