Sometimes, it is very amazing that happiness can be just so simple... ^_^
A short message, a greeting call, a simple conversation... then you feel so much excitement and heart warm.
However, an excitement can be ruin in a split second by a dreadful face - reflection of a phobia, a shameful past, etc.
Showing posts with label Thought. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thought. Show all posts
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
Pick
When you are given a chance to pick, please honour it. It comes once, and never turn twice for same choices...
Head forward, do not turn back! Past will remain as memory, will remain as history that lead you for better person.
Do not hold it tight! Once you release your fist, your palm shall able to grab the right one...
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Pointless thoughts
Shame to say...I always have a wavering mind...vacillating from one end to another end.
At one moment I whispered to myself - I want to be a stronger person. And, I believe that I am managing my life pretty well. I am quintessentially a strong independent and mature person that do not need any external interfences.
Then few seconds later, I just felt that everything is empty, things seem to fall apart and haunted by inglorious past. Will things get better? Is there any point to move on? Anything wrong with me? Self doubt!
There are times where I feel to lash out at peoples who have hurt me, hurt them as bad as they have done so to me. Then I realize that it is indeed a pointless exercise.
In fact everything seems rather pointless... putting in efforts for others, being nice to people, helping others, falling in love, and even this blog post....
But since no one would probably be reading it, so not much is gained or lost, right?
At one moment I whispered to myself - I want to be a stronger person. And, I believe that I am managing my life pretty well. I am quintessentially a strong independent and mature person that do not need any external interfences.
Then few seconds later, I just felt that everything is empty, things seem to fall apart and haunted by inglorious past. Will things get better? Is there any point to move on? Anything wrong with me? Self doubt!
There are times where I feel to lash out at peoples who have hurt me, hurt them as bad as they have done so to me. Then I realize that it is indeed a pointless exercise.
In fact everything seems rather pointless... putting in efforts for others, being nice to people, helping others, falling in love, and even this blog post....
But since no one would probably be reading it, so not much is gained or lost, right?
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Devil's thought...
By the name of religion, DEVIL is a major personified spirit of evil, ruler of Hell, and foe of God...
Do you believe inside yourself, it stays an angel and a devil that influence your thinking? I do believe...
So, how shall I cultivate the angel and shoo away the devil?
Musing!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Sleepless Night...
Starry, starry night, pain your palate blue and grey...
Look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land
Gazing at the starry sky, my mind just gone wild, and wild, far, and far...
Some images come across the mind, and some sadness urging the tears dropping from my eyes, but, the sweetness memory also merging into my garden of rememberance.
Past is a past, present is what I have, and future is mystery of an uncertainty.
What can I grip from the present moment? I guess each of us have a different answer at different stage of our life..
When I was young, I hunger for the freedom of my life. I choose to be a devil student who always disobey the rules and regulations, yet able to show a good result to fellow educators. It is a choice of the school to retain or expell me...I surrender the choice of being identify as a good and bad student... educator, you take charge of teaching me what is good and bad definition of a student... A disobey student with fabulous result is a good student? Or, an obey student with red color result is a good student? I stand the chance to witness how the teacher make the choice...
When I graduated from my 1st degree, I started to realize life is not about disobeying or not. But, it is how you victor yourself in the eyes of the stakeholders... Sounds devil? Yes, it is! But, it was just telling us the fact of surviving skill - which none of us dare to admit the fact.
I was struggling myself for 1.5 years during my 2nd degree with the destiny to sneak into the IT pool. During the 1.5 years, I learnt to be a sincere person yet having a good result student. But, I guess when the boat is sailing smooth, peoples just got envy of you. Over the night, I was stunt by the reality that peoples just couldnt see you are better than them. So, what can I do? I quit!
I opt to move out from the existing apartment, to an apartment that I do not know anyone surrounding me. I buy my peaceful mind...and I gain my friendships from my new neigbourhoods. Yet, deep in heart, I was questioning myself...is the result so crucial to let go a friendship that we built along for years? I was struggling of the thought...And, it took me a year or two to accept the fact that I just do not belongs to the group. In another hand, I shall happy that I am being accepted by the new community - which being identify as the cream of the crop. I loose an apple, but I gain an orange...It is true that peoples can be smart in study yet having a right attitude being a friend. Ever since then, I hold my religious faith being a sincere person....
Starry, starry night...
portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land
Gazing at the starry sky, my mind just gone wild, and wild, far, and far...
Some images come across the mind, and some sadness urging the tears dropping from my eyes, but, the sweetness memory also merging into my garden of rememberance.
Past is a past, present is what I have, and future is mystery of an uncertainty.
What can I grip from the present moment? I guess each of us have a different answer at different stage of our life..
When I was young, I hunger for the freedom of my life. I choose to be a devil student who always disobey the rules and regulations, yet able to show a good result to fellow educators. It is a choice of the school to retain or expell me...I surrender the choice of being identify as a good and bad student... educator, you take charge of teaching me what is good and bad definition of a student... A disobey student with fabulous result is a good student? Or, an obey student with red color result is a good student? I stand the chance to witness how the teacher make the choice...
When I graduated from my 1st degree, I started to realize life is not about disobeying or not. But, it is how you victor yourself in the eyes of the stakeholders... Sounds devil? Yes, it is! But, it was just telling us the fact of surviving skill - which none of us dare to admit the fact.
I was struggling myself for 1.5 years during my 2nd degree with the destiny to sneak into the IT pool. During the 1.5 years, I learnt to be a sincere person yet having a good result student. But, I guess when the boat is sailing smooth, peoples just got envy of you. Over the night, I was stunt by the reality that peoples just couldnt see you are better than them. So, what can I do? I quit!
I opt to move out from the existing apartment, to an apartment that I do not know anyone surrounding me. I buy my peaceful mind...and I gain my friendships from my new neigbourhoods. Yet, deep in heart, I was questioning myself...is the result so crucial to let go a friendship that we built along for years? I was struggling of the thought...And, it took me a year or two to accept the fact that I just do not belongs to the group. In another hand, I shall happy that I am being accepted by the new community - which being identify as the cream of the crop. I loose an apple, but I gain an orange...It is true that peoples can be smart in study yet having a right attitude being a friend. Ever since then, I hold my religious faith being a sincere person....
Starry, starry night...
portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
The Rules Of Happy Life...
Remeber these five simple rules to be happy:
1-Free your heart from hatred.
2-Free your mind from worries.
3-Live simply.
4-Give more.
5-Excpect less.
No one can go back and make a new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
God didn`t promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but God did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears,and light for the way.
Disapointment are like road humps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don`t stay on the humps too long. Move on!
When you feel down because you didn`t get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking or something better to give you.
When something happens to you,good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.
You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.
The measure of love is when you without measure. In life there are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return. So once you have it don't ever let go, the chance might never come your way again.
It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.
We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give. When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes.
Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults, and you overlook the excuses.
Never abandon an old friend. You will never find one who can take his(or her) place. Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older. When you receive this, you know you are cherished.
1-Free your heart from hatred.
2-Free your mind from worries.
3-Live simply.
4-Give more.
5-Excpect less.
No one can go back and make a new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
God didn`t promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but God did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears,and light for the way.
Disapointment are like road humps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don`t stay on the humps too long. Move on!
When you feel down because you didn`t get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking or something better to give you.
When something happens to you,good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.
You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.
The measure of love is when you without measure. In life there are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and loves you in return. So once you have it don't ever let go, the chance might never come your way again.
It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.
We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give. When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes.
Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults, and you overlook the excuses.
Never abandon an old friend. You will never find one who can take his(or her) place. Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older. When you receive this, you know you are cherished.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Simple life starts with simple thinking...
It was a good start of a day by having nice breakfast, and good chat with friends. Although it was not a planned gathering, it happened adhoc via a simple call. Thanks Tammy! Thanks KTV!
Busy days make swinging mind stop loitering for nonsense thought. Do you agree with me? After the busy week, I start to realize that life can be just simple - good sleep, good learning, and it is called a good life...
Although I am not perfectly having a peaceful mind, I feel that I am heading to the right path. And, I believe simple thinking can drive me to the peaceful mind...
Waking up in the early morning with no rush to office, taking my own sweet time to switch myself for a day, reading books, watching series, day dreaming, simple gathering (although it was an adhoc one)...that's my life!
Before I end my writting, let's have my favourite proverb here:
Let bygones be bygones...Long absence, soon forgotten...Do what is right, what better will come...
Busy days make swinging mind stop loitering for nonsense thought. Do you agree with me? After the busy week, I start to realize that life can be just simple - good sleep, good learning, and it is called a good life...
Although I am not perfectly having a peaceful mind, I feel that I am heading to the right path. And, I believe simple thinking can drive me to the peaceful mind...
Waking up in the early morning with no rush to office, taking my own sweet time to switch myself for a day, reading books, watching series, day dreaming, simple gathering (although it was an adhoc one)...that's my life!
Before I end my writting, let's have my favourite proverb here:
Let bygones be bygones...Long absence, soon forgotten...Do what is right, what better will come...
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