Luck is not always at this side...

Lately, i am just having much imbalance feeling. It seems to me that the luck is no longer at my side... and bit by bit luck is going with wind..

The more i think so, the more i feel that life is always not easy. When we grow up and start to build our own victory, the more we suffer on having much and much. We start to compete with others to have more, and compare with others on what we own and what we do not own. I suppose i shall feel lucky compare to those unfortunate one. Yet, I didnt feel so as I always compare with those that have more than me, and start to question myself why i cant have the luck to own more...

I know that is not the right thinking, yet my mind just swings to negative side when small incident triggers. Somehow, it is just too tired to think more. I just feel to drop all, and living to the simplest way. But, can i survive??

Life! It is always two sides of it - positive and negative. How to make myself in positive instead of negative?