伯牙絕弦

作詞：阿璞 / 阿信 作曲：王力宏
知人知面 知己知彼 又知心 古人說 這就是所謂知音
相知相惜 相親相愛 也相憶 朋友你 會不會常把我想起
何年何月 何日何時 再相聚 何時能 把酒言歡暢回憶
很多很多 很深很深 的回憶 很多歌 我只想要為你唱起
春秋時期 遠近知名伯牙琴藝 沉魚也出水 馬兒仰秣聆聽
聆聽 寂寞 的聲音 舉世知名 不如 一個知音
直到子期 聞琴解開伯牙心境 高山流水 風景似有靈悉
高山青 流水靜 如鏡 無言卻勝過有言的天地
聽 宮 商 角 徵 羽 那歌詞未寫上的是 弦外的延長音
斟一杯酒 一抱拳 一句關心 在千年之後 再延續 不變的旋律
當 春 雪 融 夏 景 秋風為我捎封信
冬 冬鑼隆冬牆 冬 冬鑼隆隆冬牆牆 又是思念的四季
知人知面 知己知彼 又知心 古人說 這就是所謂知音
相知相惜 相親相愛 也相憶 朋友你 會不會常把我想起
何年何月 何日何時 再相聚 何時能 把酒言歡暢回憶
很多很多 很深很深 的回憶 很多歌 我只想要為你唱起
某年某月 某天伯牙再訪子期 風景依舊綠 子期卻已歸西
觸景 觸琴 即傷情 伯牙絕弦 只因再無知音
千年過去 當我再度撥弄琴韻 更多冷箭 更多冷言冷語
請你聽 請輕輕 傾聽 唱給我永遠不離棄的知音
聽 宮 商 角 徵 羽 那歌詞未寫上的是喔 喔 喔
斟一杯酒 一抱拳 一句關心 在千年之後 再延續 不變的旋律
當 春 雪 融 夏 景 秋風為我捎封信
冬 冬鑼隆冬牆 冬 冬鑼隆隆冬牆牆 又是思念的四季
知人知面 知己知彼 又知心 古人說 這就是所謂知音
相知相惜 相親相愛 也相憶 朋友你 會不會常把我想起
何年何月 何日何時 再相聚 何時能 把酒言歡暢回憶
很多很多 很深很深 的回憶 很多歌 我只想要為你唱起

Grateful / Thankful

It is not easy for me to say thankful or grateful to what i have, as i am worry glorious words slip from mouth will be jealous... I know it is superstitious of me... but, just wanna ensure that words wont spoil the happiness that appear now...

Thanks, and feel great to have such living style... :-) Love you...

Economy Frustration

Is this called inflation? But, I do not see salary is increasing on par with the cost living...

Property price is going crazy, yet no rules and regulations to govern the crazy price... Just wonder will this property market burst soon? Or it will still going up crazy ... until the gap of the rich and poor is too huge and not able to recover?

Stock market is moving nowhere... increase 1 day, decrease 1 day... everything is flat there.. means... no one dare to make move to push the market...

So, what shall the people do with the little cash flow on hand?

It is cracking head to think about this 'nowhere' situation... imbalance of saving with the increasing cost living...Sigh!

Life is too busy, yet contented

Just couldnt believe that I have left out this blog for few months. And, what have i done for the few past months? Argh.. i just couldnt recall... Guess, well said: life is too busy...

New job for few months... still at the learning stage, hoping to speed up the learning curve fast...

After all, I think still plenty of area that i need to focus on ... and hopefully I am fast enough to catch up all the identified area that I want to learn.... argh.. sometimes just wonder if I am not speeding enough to learn or it is really too much things to absorb... Anyhow, glad to have such opportunity to learn new fields... hope to see and master the DW ... It was my long waited wish to have myself in this area...

Good luck to myself... and just feel to say... life is contented... and happy here... wish everyone is happy everyday... bless you...

GLAD to be TOGETHER, ENJOY to be ALONE

It has been a while that I left out this blog writting.
I guess I spend too much time to work, and too less time to write.

Not much to review on myself, but just feel to say:
GLAD to be TOGETHER, ENJOY to be ALONE

Being together, we can cry on each others' shoulder, we can share the joy of our happiness... sharing bitter sweet moment... hug each other when we need support... all these.... it just couldnt be done alone... that's why it is the word 'SHARING'.

Enjoy to be ALONE... after sharing the happiness and bitternes... we need room for ourself to peace our soul... to calm down to review and reflect our feelings... Sometimes jogging alone on the street or in the park... make one feel peace and calm. The calmness wont able to gain if there is more than one person... somehow or rather... just need to self review ... and be clear on ourself ... when we are on ourself... that's called 'BEING ALONE'.

Love to be together, and enjoy to be alone... Life needs sharing after a self thought being initialiazed.... that paired up "together and being lone" in a human's life...

You and Me

Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed One thing remains
That they will always have each other
And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
Theres some kinda magic in the air

Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Holding her close he leading the way
Out at the park Enjoying the Day
And you can tell theyll be ok
Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1 2 3 4
Cheek to cheek
And theyre learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this, to be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
You and me
You and me

Doubt, skeptical, indecisive, vacillating, uncertainty...

Doubt what is right and not right...

Skeptical to move forward or to stand still...

Indecisive to stay or to go ...

Vacillating what is good or better...

Uncertainty of present and future...

Argh...

Borned to be suspiciuos? Borned to magnify dust to rock?

思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

Cocky...

By the name of "Cocky", it explains a person who is over confident... or over self assertive...

And, I guess... it fits the decription to a fren of mine. Well, it might be my own opinion, but i really feel to tell him off this word -> COCKY.

It is a guy who went after my ex housemate, but failed. Yet, he was so cocky that he can easily terrified other gals just matter of that is his wish or not. I mean, it is nothing related to me, but he simply just make me feel that he is too cocky of himself. And, he might not understand the fact that each one has own choice that monetary cant compensate everything...

Hmm, when I am writting this blog, I know I am a bit sarcastic... Sorry, I am under behave per expectation. But, I guess he just hit my nerve recently for blindly comment on my facebook wall... Well, I wouldnt fight back on the facebook wall to show my immature behavior. Yet, I am a bit imbalance emotionally as it just simply tested my endurance level. Yes, he tested the my patience limit.

If there is a pieces of mirror, I would wish him can take a look on himself... If money can teach him a lesson, I hope his money will teach him so...

>.<... Forgive me for being rude here... But, it is still my way to pacify my insuppressible furious heart feeling...

Gosh, hope he can realize... over self assertive will ruin himself...

Sensitive, Fragile

Please do not be sensitive in picking others...
Please do not be fragile to accept the fact, reality...

Friday...

It is friday evening... i finished the work day with an examination...It was fun...After 3 days training, finally we get our examination paper...and of coz we work together to have the questions answered. Yeah, I think 3 musketeers might score the paper... :-)

What i gain from the training? Good question. Knowledge, friendship, coaching, team spirit, and meeting different peoples.

The knowledge shall able to help me to accomplish the next milestone... Although i have no clues will i success this time .... pray hard.... study hard... rest well...

The friendship, i think this especially reflects the 3 musketeers friendship... and others... Yeah, I always blend well with different peoples...And, I enjoy the new friendship... at least, there is no stress feeling... Surface is always look nicer without diving to the ugly part.. :-p Sorry, it is just an anology. It does not 100% imply the truth... But, and but... I agree... things get rotten if over ripe... Agree or not?

Coaching, i think this definitely refers to the instructor who flied from Spore. To be frank, I do not pay much attention to his class, but on and off he manage to pull back the attention to the main point of the topic... Thanks! and Appologise for being dreaming in the class... :-p

Team spirit... we enhance the 3 musketeers spirit to the members around us... How? thanks to the technology ... MSN and OC... yeah... we got our members have the same answer with us... Sounds proud? I think we are...from answer revision session, at least we do not find any question we answered wrongly..

Meeting different peoples... hmm... they are my team members.... but we seldom sit together as the team is too big, and we usually do not have a chance to know everyone...But with this training, i get to know more about them...who i seldom have a chance to talk ... :-)

Last but not least ... i think i shall thank the Boss... who has given me a chance to attend the training...

Glad ... it is friday... Although I will be working on Saturday and Sunday...still it is a blessing on friday night...

一人一半

一人一半，感情不散
一人一素故，感情才会久
时光累积，安静的泪滴
一心去追，爱那么可贵
这样的人，这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚，不急伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人，别笑我蠢
傻傻地心痛也不觉疼
就算残忍，就算天冷
等你想起这没用的人

一人一半，感情不散
已经找到爱，为何要离开
时光累积，安静的泪滴
一心去追，爱那么可贵
这样的人，这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚，不急伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉

一人一半，感情不散

已经找到爱，为何要离开
已经找到爱，为何想离开

看破，放下，随缘，念佛

爱，不能贪恋； 怨，要懂得化解....

几时化解，如何化解，觉悟就化解。

觉悟就是懂得烦恼是执著而来的，知道自己的过失，认识到我们念头念念相续，时时变化，不要太过在意。
常常保持净念，把善念回向一切众生。心开意解，就得自在。

Thought of the Day...

悟已往之不谏,知来者之可追;实迷途其未远,觉今是而昨非

Sunday Chantting

It was a glorious morning. A friend of mine agrees to bring me to the Brickfield Maha Vihara temple. It is my first to chant in a Sri Langka Temple. All the puja is in sanskrit. But, I manage to follow... although with a little bit of loosing here and there..

It took an hour to complete the chantting session. Then, we have our breakfast there continue with a dharma talk - be sure of yourself.

It is a good topic as I always have not much confident to commit or decide. I couldnt recall the monk's full name. But, sister Berlinda called him Barthay. Hope i get the monk's name right. Thanks to Barthay to englighten me.

Here is the summary of the dharma talk:
How to be sure to yourself? First we need to be mindful in things that we are doing. Do not rush, pay attention to each move that we are doing. Touch it, feel it, and experience it mindfully. Second, associate to spiritual friends. In our life, we have many types of friends. It could be spiritual friends who will always gratitude and likes to invite you to temples. It could be friends who support you in work, daily life, and etc. And, it could be also friends that say hi and bye, who are our normal friends. Thanks to Lai who was willing to wake up early in the morning to bring me to the temple. Third, cleanse our mind each day twice. How to cleanse the mind? We can clean our body, face, hand, etc many times a day. But, to cleanse our mind, we need to practice meditation. Each day twice meditation 15 minutes each time, at the early morning and before going to bed. Meditation will help to clean the mind and have a fresh mind to handle everything.

Thanks to Barthay for the teaching, thanks to brother lai who brought me to the temple.


Sadhu, Sadhu, Sadhu....

修行。。。之一。。。

学佛的人，对已往所做的事，无论善恶，都不必追悔，既往不咎，以后众善奉行就是了。
切记！

Peaceful and contented

Hopefully everything is going constant... peaceful and contented...

The only constant is change... change to accept, to acknowledge, to detach, to transform... all of the changes... handle with peaceful and calm mind...

Thanks for forgiving me, and thanks that i am able to forgive... the forgiveness helps to let go, to detach... and peace...

无常

皓首穷尽平生计,镜花水月空自哀...
倒不如
菩提本无树，明镜亦非台，本来无一物，何处惹尘埃

Thank You...

Out of no where, my mind just struck a very calm peaceful feeling. It was a bit spiking during the afternoon as a result of a small incident. But, the contented mind has no time to process more on the incident. Perharps, there is no room for a devil to slip into the fully occupied brain...Well, it is a good news! At least, life is easier, and learning.

Just gone thru a difficult examination. It recalls me the ummph to learn and explore more. It keeps my eyes big when i read thru some of the articles. Well, it has been a while that I didnt add value on myself. Shame to say that...

Hope the motivation stream will roll and roll and roll .... get it bigger ... get it stronger...

And... something to highlight here... A small incident does make me slopping a while (might be 30 minutes), but a small warmth friendship motivates me a lot... It is just a few minutes companion, but it does make a thought change ....and importantly... there is always a positive energy out there... Life is just not about recording who is bad, and what has done badly.... Just need to let go a bit, life can be so peaceful... And, thank you for being rolling out the negative energy from my life... so that I have the room to let the positive energy to roll into my life...

So, from the moment onward, I think i shall pray hard and thank you to those that generating negative energy for being automatically walk out from my life... Thanks! You got my words - May we not cross over again... Let the cross over point ends here...and we do not owe each other anymore... so we do not need to meet again for remaining of the lifes... (from the dharma talk).

Thank You!

Chinese New Year Lightings

It is about 30 minutes to end the Chinese New Year Celebration.

I manage to go for the marvellous lightings in 2 temples... Tien Hoe Gong, and FGS Dong Zen Si....

The trips are full with laughters, and nice scenery.... But it was a bit awkful... First trip to Tien Hoe Gon, it was an ad hoc action.... So, we went there without a proper camera... ended up taking photo with our handphone... Well, the quality of the photo is blur... but we manage to make fun of the events at the temple...
The second trip, FGS Dong Zen Si... luckily we have a fren that can handle her camera well for night scene... This time, I did bring my camera over to the temple... But, the owner of the camera is awkful... she (which is me) does not know to operate the camera well... So, there is not many nice night scenery lighting photo shooted. I think, some explorations and reading shall be taken to handle the camera....:-p

Happy Chinese Valentines Day....

Taman Rimba Kiara TTDI

An old fren suggested to have a walk at Taman Rimba Kiara TTDI..

By name, i have heard of this park. But I never been there. It is a park for cycling, jogging, and walking...

Me and my fren started the walk 8am, finished about 9am. It was about 5km journey (according to my fren). It was a cooling walk, as it was a glooming morning... Lucky me! Why lucky me? We were suppoes to start the walk at 7.30am, but i was late... Glad that my dear fren still waited for me...

Tomorrow, hopefully I will be on time to start the walk again...

And, remember... to bring the camera... Shall snapshot some photo... ^.^

It was a miss to me, where i didnt bring my camera from the last jogging at Taman Tasik Perdana... I shall go there again ... May be next weekend...

A Year with A Simple Plan

Since there is not much excitment until now, I guess... there is also no change in this year.

Work for earning and live peacefully, contentfully....

My simple plan will be have more travel plans for myself...
Money is concern, but shorter and nearer tours are allowed...
At least, I find that a break can refresh myself... Too confine to routine life... will dull a person fast ... :-p

So, my simple plan of this year...
1.) Travel more
2.) Snapshot photo more
3.) Back home more
4.) Learn something new, take a course
5.) Interact with own more
6.) Go meditation
7.) Go outdoor exercise to have more fresh air...
8.) Less Complaint on work... best dun talk about work after office hours

Slogan of the Year:
Work, Play, Enjoy, Peace.... live life happily and peacefully....

Blessing

Just got back from a break... the feeling is so blessing...
No spike of happiness, it is just so calm, and blessing...

It looses the tight thought that floating long...
And, it inspires the action to loose the tight and unwanted thought to be thrown...

It is calm.... out of sudden, the feel to accept the imperfect is so blessing...

A break is good once a while.. to have a person to back to the human state of art...

游子心情

独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节陪思亲，秋风扫落叶，思乡情愈深。。。

归心似箭啊！！！

眼光，是你的智慧；運氣，是你的福德

眼光，是你的智慧；運氣，是你的福德...

It is a statement coming from a buddhist sister. It catches my eyes and thought.
I always have the question, why i always have such 'meet up'?
Why I always bump into the 'wrong' occasions?

This statement suddenly enlighten me. It says 眼光，是你的智慧. I think I do not have the 智慧, thus my 眼光 is always not precise... my 眼光 is always getting me into trouble, and goes no where.

Here is the method that can help to cure what i am lacking - 眼光:
由戒而定，定而静，静生慧，慧生，随心所欲无所拒，心应万物(事）而无一疏漏。戒者，烟酒色...。无欲故静。静而可思，思而有所得也。

I review myself, from 戒 to 定 to 慧, it needs 静. I think i am lacking 静, which to have myself peacefully feel the inner of a human... The congested thinking cant peace the thought of the mind, and it couldnt 静 the whole body and soul... Thus the 眼光 is never clear, and precise... it has too much illusion that confusing the thought...

That's the answer to have better 眼光... be peaceful, be silent, to make any decision... Less word, less opinion, less emotion, concentrate in thinking, concentrate in practising calm down, feel the inner, and think peacefully and carefully....

阿彌陀佛

Chinese New Year Greetings....

Chinese New Year is around the corner. It is 4 days to reach the new lunar year... This year's zodiac is tiger...

And, I am leaving back to hometown tomorrow... It has been a while I didnt back to hometown. Just getting the reason busy and lazy to go back... well.. i am not a filial daughter, I guess...

With the change of the zodiac, hope that this year... it will bring me new hope, a prospectus year.... in my career, relationship, friendship, ...etc...

Mr tiger, please grant me the best that you can give....hehe...

Thanks thanks...

世间无常

多欲为苦 ，生死疲劳，从贪欲起，少欲无为，身心自在

Living Alone...

Living Alone... to the sorrow and happiness...i hold the whole charge of my life...

That's my life... Not to seek for assurance... not to seek for confirmation....

All I need to know...to the sorrow and happines...I will hold full charge of myself...

Dare You?

Dare you show your temper?
Dare you show your decision?
Dare you say NO?
Dare you challenge your rival?
Dare you give up?
Dare you walk away?
DARE YOU?????

YES...
I shall dare to speack up
I shall dare to show I am not happy
I shall dare to say NO
I shall dare to challenge the rival
I shall dare to give up what i do not like
I shall dare to walk away because i do not like

YES I DARE TO!!!!!

YES I am the stubborn one, YES I am the childish one! YES I am the un educated one!

So, what else?

Still, YOU have to accept such a person as a HUMAN... What can you do on him/her???
Dare you do anything on him/her??? Or, you keep yourself humble in front of him/her??

You got my bet, for the next time you see this type of person.... You will be greeting hi and bye courteously... You will be diplomatic to communicate to him/her... You will be acting nice and soft to him/her... For these all, you just want to ensure yourself are safe...and without any troublesome.... YES! The person that DARE YOU...is the person that you need to pay 'respect' more... to avoid any unncessary that happens to YOU...

So, YOU ARE A COWARD... who blow the trumpet by yourself!

Compromise

When you are not ok, shall you compromise to agree to OK?

Just wonder if you are really not happy, shall you compromise because you want to act as a mature adult?

It is a little bit dilemma. Shall we compromise for matters that we do not agree because we need to act we are mature adult that able to suppress our emotion?

A person that is willing to compromise, what will he/she gets? The person who is not compromising, is she/he showing his attitude? And what about the public? If the one that compromising is the weak person to be taken advantage of? Shall the topic to be tease by others on person who is willing to compromise?

Sometimes, just wonder, if the public is at the side of stabbing the party that is compromising, and popularizing the one that showing ego and so called attitude....
Is world of such fair?

Yeah, the world is never fair. But when this statement is communicated. Shall the person who did the compromising part surrender to the unfairness? Or shall she/he fight over his/her death body ...to show that he/she also a human who has own human right, temper, thinking, and ego?

What is the fair judgement? It sounds that compromising is a weak character, yet the stubborn is the stronger character. Then why shall we compromise? If no one charge to stand for peaceful world, shall we? If we shall compromise, will it cause us to be stabbed much and much?

The world is never fair? And, why shall we be the weak to compromise to others? And why not others compromise to us, and we be the stronger party? Ultimately the world wont be peaceful, cause it is always has the stronger and weaker. It is just a matter of who is the weak and who is the strong.

Damn it! It is an evil's thinking... but who will mind to be evil if he/she is ruling the world from the top? who cares? cause everyone will only admire to the ruler but not the one that being ruled. Is that truth? It is perfectly true, but just the matter of people do not dare to admit, yet pretend to be good in moral perspective. And I doubt, if he/she is to be forced to agree to stronger, although the stronger is wrong... he/she will agree... as bottom line, he/she needs an earning for his/her life... Isnt it very true?

Damn, Damn, Damn it ...That's the reason why people are crazy to be the power manic!

苦中一点甜。。。。

In the midst of doing support, it is rather a very taxing life...

But, it brings a little of happiness... as i know the more tougher i gone thru, the more i learnt...just that it is really a tough path to go over... Not easy! But God never ensure life is easy to us... rather God ensure you gain the happiness from what you gone thru...bitter sweet moments!

Gambattee!

Live your life with the most happiest feeling that you can...Somehow, with the strong belief that you are living happily.... you will wake up with a sunshine feeling each of the morning... Smile... We are here to support YOU!

Ganbarimasu!

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Origin

This saying first appeared in the 3rd century BC in Greek. It didn't appear in its current form in print until the 19th century, but in the meantime there were various written forms that expressed much the same thought. In 1588, the English dramatist John Lyly, in his Euphues and his England, wrote:

"...as neere is Fancie to Beautie, as the pricke to the Rose, as the stalke to the rynde, as the earth to the roote."

Shakespeare expressed a similar sentiment in Love's Labours Lost, 1588:

Good Lord Boyet, my beauty, though but mean,
Needs not the painted flourish of your praise:
Beauty is bought by judgement of the eye,
Not utter'd by base sale of chapmen's tongues

Benjamin Franklin, in Poor Richard's Almanack, 1741, wrote:

Beauty, like supreme dominion
Is but supported by opinion

David Hume's Essays, Moral and Political, 1742, include:

"Beauty in things exists merely in the mind which contemplates them."

The person who is widely credited with coining the saying in its current form is Margaret Wolfe Hungerford (née Hamilton), who wrote many books, often under the pseudonym of 'The Duchess'. In Molly Bawn, 1878, there's the line "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder", which is the earliest citation of it that I can find in print.

Try! Try! Try!

Try Try Try - Jason Mraz

T-R-Y
Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
A dirty laundry needs a laundry man
Maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
Baby breathe before you react

Sometimes we do forget to behave
And we regret what we say
Cause words are too weapons
If we don't choose'em carefully
Ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
If life's to be a bed of roses

I know i gave you everything you like
Because you still give me butterflies

If we just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
Then the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
Cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way

Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
With a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
Of the reasons why

We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

Well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
From teary eyes
If we just try try try
To open up a can of understanding open up your heart
I'm just planting seeds
Cause i believe

We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

If we could try, just to be nice
That could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
Oh that could be so beautiful to me

Bad Day

Yes, I am very angry.

I feel to lash the person out... as much as i can to punch him until the hell he can live... The anger is damn growing high...

However, I need to learn to behave, to have the polite manner...

Pointless punch wont help ... but the anger is really high... what shall i do?

Arghhh...allow me to scold the rude words.... God Damn YOU...what the hell do you think you are superior than me to instruct me???

It was a damn bad day...

It is so un professional to throw temper to others who has nothing related to you... if there is instable emotions, please leave it before you come to work...no one shall deserve to be treated bad from your bad implication mood at home...

Do you feel to treat so?

Yes, i need to learn to forgive. But, i am a human. I have my own emotion. The most i can do is to keep quiet and negotiate peacefully... But, it is too much to take the advantage granted by others...even to step further insted of nego for win-win solution... What the hell do you think you are?

I wish i can burry the anger inside my heart... but i guess incident happens more than once.. it is called repeatition! Shall i deserve to absorb the unnecessary temper twice? Where is the professional ethic goes? Is the brain that full of knowledge being stuck with shit? Just wonder if the shit has mutated your wisdom... if you stil have wisdom...

Damn! What a bloody bad day??? !

New Journey....

Everyone has a dream to start the new journey...

When most of your buddies leaving, you started to feel the uncertainty.
Do you want to be the last to leave? Or you want to follow the crowd to leave.

When you seeing the plane leaving to the sky from the platform, you started to feel yourself being left behind. But, do you want to leave because you do not want to be the last to leave?

Shall my new journey is to leave the point that i am standing?

I always wanted to leave, but where to? If you cant find a right one, shall you leave the existing?

I belief with the limit that I have, I can live my own path, my own territory...my victory... But this time, will I ever survive or lost?

I think I started to doubt my thought because I failed times due to holding tight on the existing. If i would take the key learning to leave for the new cheese, I will shorter some unncessary journey...

May the greatest buddha grant me the courages to continue my journey searching...

May the greatest buddha enlighten me with the wisdom to overcome all the obstacles...

May the greatest buddha lead me to the brighter path...

May the greatest buddha purify my mind... a clearer mind, a stronger soul...

寂寞 好了

寂寞 好了 - 蔡旻佑

拼命的奢望 闷坏的胸
口让我 想大声的呐喊
我努力不放 你冷淡你让分手 就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了 还是一天 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的 心脏

夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她

一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假

让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了

坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝 我却很失落

秋天过了 冬天漫长
关于爱 感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假

让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了
寂寞感冒全都可以好的

爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放 oh~

夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她

一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假

让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔 ha~

没有你 心放空了 寂寞 好了

Year of 2010

It is 2nd day of the year 2010...

I am still awake this early morning.. for your information .. it is 12.20am now.

The night seems very quite... I guess the fun of ushering the new year just over yesterday...And, now everyone started to muse for what to do in the brand new year of the new decade...

I am sort of back behind others... still not able to plan for the new year... But, i heard the whisper to urge me to go further... step ahead from the footprint that i am stepping now...beyond the standpoint that i am located...out of the box... shine myself with my great strength ...You can do it!

The positive energy is growing strong ... i hope it sustains.. and it grows....

To myself, happy new year... and... move! move! roll! roll! to the most glorious edge that u can ...transform the best of yourself to shine among the crowds... Yes.. You can do it!