思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

Cocky...

By the name of "Cocky", it explains a person who is over confident... or over self assertive...

And, I guess... it fits the decription to a fren of mine. Well, it might be my own opinion, but i really feel to tell him off this word -> COCKY.

It is a guy who went after my ex housemate, but failed. Yet, he was so cocky that he can easily terrified other gals just matter of that is his wish or not. I mean, it is nothing related to me, but he simply just make me feel that he is too cocky of himself. And, he might not understand the fact that each one has own choice that monetary cant compensate everything...

Hmm, when I am writting this blog, I know I am a bit sarcastic... Sorry, I am under behave per expectation. But, I guess he just hit my nerve recently for blindly comment on my facebook wall... Well, I wouldnt fight back on the facebook wall to show my immature behavior. Yet, I am a bit imbalance emotionally as it just simply tested my endurance level. Yes, he tested the my patience limit.

If there is a pieces of mirror, I would wish him can take a look on himself... If money can teach him a lesson, I hope his money will teach him so...

>.<... Forgive me for being rude here... But, it is still my way to pacify my insuppressible furious heart feeling...

Gosh, hope he can realize... over self assertive will ruin himself...

Sensitive, Fragile

Please do not be sensitive in picking others...
Please do not be fragile to accept the fact, reality...

Friday...

It is friday evening... i finished the work day with an examination...It was fun...After 3 days training, finally we get our examination paper...and of coz we work together to have the questions answered. Yeah, I think 3 musketeers might score the paper... :-)

What i gain from the training? Good question. Knowledge, friendship, coaching, team spirit, and meeting different peoples.

The knowledge shall able to help me to accomplish the next milestone... Although i have no clues will i success this time .... pray hard.... study hard... rest well...

The friendship, i think this especially reflects the 3 musketeers friendship... and others... Yeah, I always blend well with different peoples...And, I enjoy the new friendship... at least, there is no stress feeling... Surface is always look nicer without diving to the ugly part.. :-p Sorry, it is just an anology. It does not 100% imply the truth... But, and but... I agree... things get rotten if over ripe... Agree or not?

Coaching, i think this definitely refers to the instructor who flied from Spore. To be frank, I do not pay much attention to his class, but on and off he manage to pull back the attention to the main point of the topic... Thanks! and Appologise for being dreaming in the class... :-p

Team spirit... we enhance the 3 musketeers spirit to the members around us... How? thanks to the technology ... MSN and OC... yeah... we got our members have the same answer with us... Sounds proud? I think we are...from answer revision session, at least we do not find any question we answered wrongly..

Meeting different peoples... hmm... they are my team members.... but we seldom sit together as the team is too big, and we usually do not have a chance to know everyone...But with this training, i get to know more about them...who i seldom have a chance to talk ... :-)

Last but not least ... i think i shall thank the Boss... who has given me a chance to attend the training...

Glad ... it is friday... Although I will be working on Saturday and Sunday...still it is a blessing on friday night...