Shame to say...I always have a wavering mind...vacillating from one end to another end.
At one moment I whispered to myself - I want to be a stronger person. And, I believe that I am managing my life pretty well. I am quintessentially a strong independent and mature person that do not need any external interfences.
Then few seconds later, I just felt that everything is empty, things seem to fall apart and haunted by inglorious past. Will things get better? Is there any point to move on? Anything wrong with me? Self doubt!
There are times where I feel to lash out at peoples who have hurt me, hurt them as bad as they have done so to me. Then I realize that it is indeed a pointless exercise.
In fact everything seems rather pointless... putting in efforts for others, being nice to people, helping others, falling in love, and even this blog post....
But since no one would probably be reading it, so not much is gained or lost, right?
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